Author Archives: Paulie [eatl/ga]

Good to see the ITP-Reader formerly known as Lurker at lunch yesterday. I walked to Muchacho, and then embarked on a three mile hike homeward in the heat afterward. Last night I skipped SLUT and made dinner — quinoa with … Continue reading →

Eyelid swelling continues to subside, but I fear that a small chalazion has also started to form in the eyelid. If this is true I will have to watch its progress and perhaps undergo the painful out-patient removal surgery again. … Continue reading →

Did the Melton’s App & Tap bike ride last night, nineteen miles at a little more than 16.2 mph average. Had a few skips with the new drivetrain, I hope to give it another test this morning with a ride … Continue reading →

Slowly my eyelid is improving, and emotion distress is filling the void being created by the removal of physical pain. Seven weeks later, and I am still not doing very well. I was able to get to the start of … Continue reading →

All I have ever wanted is a “normal” life, but apparently that’s too much for me to ask. May is turning into April, Part II. This weekend I had annoying knee pain, and the return of a swollen, bothersome eyelid. … Continue reading →

One long delay near Greenville, SC for a bad accident on the southbound side of I-85, and one medium delay near Gaffney, SC due to a broken down RV closing one of the two northbound lanes. Other than that my … Continue reading →

On the road again Just can’t wait to get on the road again The life I love is makin’ music with my friends And I can’t wait to get on the road again On the road again Goin’ places that … Continue reading →

Six weeks later and I still can’t accept what has happened. How I could have lost the thing that brought me such happiness? I am sad, still feel betrayed, and am angry, very angry. I continue to remove any reminders … Continue reading →

Staying out of contact is the hardest thing that I have had to do in a very long time; it’s incredibly painful. Trying to weigh the great times against the suffering I have had since the start of April, and … Continue reading →

denial anger bargaining depression acceptance Is it possible to vacillate between stages? I had many bad moments this weekend, and a lot of dark, self-destructive thoughts. The past six weeks have been excruciating, and unfortunately things are not getting better … Continue reading →